I was sitting quietly in the back yard on a warm and sunny afternoon. Spring was blessing us with a few unusual warm days and I've been very much appreciating them.
The children who live behind me were all outside and I could hear their laughter while they played. Some of the children must have gone inside and one child remained outside.
Suddenly the air was filled with loud singing. This child, I guesstimated to be about 6 or 7, had burst into a spontaneous made-up song.
I smiled.
Such unabashed joy and hope were so strongly felt that she couldn't help herself but to express it.
I remembered I used to do that too. I particularly remember one afternoon in the barn at Grandpa's that I sang Jim Jimmeny over and over (from the Mary Poppins movie). I sang it while I attempted to balance on the edge of the manger and walk the whole distance of about 8 feet with my arms stuck out sideways. I just loved that song.
I asked myself what had happened to me. To us adults. Why can't I suddenly burst out into spontaneous song? (Why do I feel I can't?) I guess I grew up. And I fear 'men in white jackets'.
But listening to that little girl I couldn't help but let go a few tears, remembering and regretting growing up maybe a bit too much.
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Let that little girl inside you out to play! Sing in the house, dance a silly song, walk a balancing act on a street curb. Knit her a teddy bear.
It's never too late and I haven't had the men in the white coats visit me yet....
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